and now everything's over.

all the mugging...in a way...has come down to nothing.

all 5 subjects, knowing every single topic inside-out, all the intellectual discussions on difficult questions and what-not - no more of all these stuff. for the next 2 years.

i think im one of the few who feel this way D: like everything we've struggled with has gone to waste. after physics MCQ, everyone was like, aiya heck care dun discuss the qns la paper already over. im like, huhh it's over but surely we should know whether the answers we put are correct and where we went wrong?

haha i think i can't stand having 'mistakes' staying in my mind and not correcting them. some people just go 'aiya heck care la seriously can't understand this thing...it probably won't come out anyway'. i love clearing up concepts and learning new stuff actually. i just can't stand MUGGING. the drilling of old stuff into your brain over and over again.

haiz the only thing that matters is the result slip we'll get next year. whether you were hardworking or slack...attentive or inattentive...doesn't freaking matter cos all that matters is the results. THE RESULTS. i seriously dun deserve any B i think, but i might just get 1 or 2 for GP and econs :(